What Should I Do?

I lay my self tonight. I feel the air and close my eyes. So, I can't see those stars anymore. Those stars is shining too bright.

It 's cold and too dark. but, I like it. It the best that I can do.

Maybe I can feel the air. I can see the shiny stars. but, it's too much for me. It makes me cant see and feel them anymore.

I'm just right here. keeping the distance. So, I can see those stars clearly. I can feel better.

I lay my head reach out the sky. But, the only one that I can hold is the empty air.

" Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you and everything that you do..."

I always like the stars and all of things in the sky. I never forget about them. They teach me dreaming. They teach me about my own world and also my own heaven.

But, I'm here not there. I'm here in this ground. In the earth. Far from the star.

Sometime I feel like I can reach them but, in the other hand you know it's not real.